Pagtataya

Bakit nga ba nagtataya
Kung alam rin naman ang mapapala
Bakit kailangan pang sumugal
Kung hindi rin malalaman ang itatagal

Isang kantang hindi nya maririnig
hindi kayang ipagsabi ngunit di madadaig
Pandalawahang inaawit ng iisa
Habang nag-iisa, habang sya'y nagsasaya

Oras at panahon ay taliwas
Kaya't takot sa kung saan dadalhin ng bukas
hayaan na lang maghintay at mapagod
sabay lang sa daloy hanggang sa malunod

Alone but with a thousand more

I want to feel more alive.
I want to rediscover my passion in life.
I need to set my priorities.
I need to reestablish my boundaries.
I have yet to surpass my achievements.
I have yet to stop chasing pavements.

Just sad that I'm alone and I've never felt so alone in a long long time. But I guess this is what I've chosen for myself.

All because I'm afraid while colors seem to fade.