the usual cacophony enveloped my very being
then your paroxysm of giggles made me shiver
peircing every part of me, i continued to shudder
intermittently i heard your voice like chocolate to my ears
i was fighting the mere idea of us in my restless mind
But i knew i wasnt going to win
oblivious to my distraction i was actually falling
this should stop.. i should not be swayed by my own wishes
let me escape this illusion, it would cause me anguish
i'm vulnerable, i never wanted hurt and chagrin
for the nth time wake me up from this deep slumber
to a reality in my microcosm i hope exists..
--alecx
